Is it merely coincidence that "problema" is feminine? ...oh. Patriarchal bastards inserting their misogyny into "romantic" language... you swift motherfuckers.

...I have no words right now.

"I have no special talents, I am only passionately curious."

-Albert Einstein

descension.

...everybody needs something to bring them back down.

ember [n]: the fading remains of a past emotion.

adventures in paradise.

classic.

I'm obsessed with bw sex photos, I know... but this one is deeper. I want this. Not the flaccidity pressed against my stomach, but the post-coital bliss. That feeling that comes from knowing you just satisfied the hell out of your partner. That knowing, that for that moment, if nothing else, the only person they desire is you... And I'm speaking from a yourefuckingsomeonewhosemorningbreathyoudontmind standpoint but,

Aside from the carnal pleasure, the after-sex convo is the best. Sharing dreams and sweaty air is just so... soothing. I mean, really... As an otherwise emotionless twit, I can pour my heart out after sex.

The only problem I have is after the sweat clears, the cover is thrown off the bed, and his arm unwrapped from my body, I realized that I am again left with only my thoughts to comfort me.

Claude.

...and sometimes, ⇡ happens.

Deseos.

...I need these in my life. Would you like to gift them to me? Oh you would? *proceeds to knees...* freaks Prayer changes lives... and closets.

"I should have taken acid with you."

-Neon Indian

...just makes you wanna grab your Jamaican Black Castor Oil and massage your tortured edges huh? I see you, you snatch headed honey badger you.. Gon' and grease that scalp, I'm not judging.

teaser.

YallknowIthinkmymusictasteisalittlemoreexpansivethantheaveragehooker, so I think it's time for more... get excited. So recently, I've been on this whole beach boys/acid/hippie/80's synth/chillout kick, and I've found some kick ass [did I just say kick ass?] bands and soliloquies that fall into such a category. If you have the time, diligence, and lack of a social life such as I, go look them up! N O T I C E, no links. This is just a *ahem* quickie until I get the energy to post links to some even cooler malarkey.

Triptides --think Beach Boys and hallucinogens. Go pop a pill and relax.

Mathemagic --more beachy shit, this time with angelic vocals.

How To Dress Well --Think Ricky Eat Acid but even darker.

Suck My Cockiness...

...lick the ashy web between my forefinger and thumb. No? Too soon? Too sensitive? Figures... I'm sure your hearts are warmed and your twats moistened by my return, but I assure you, I'm not as attractive as the above picture suggests.

It's been awhile, and to recant what I've done in the past 3mos, here goes another pointless list:

-G R A D U A T E D coo coo ka choo ooo.

-let go of the one person that probably could've anchored my life because it would've ended in countless tears and two heartbreaks

-realized that I fucked up the one thing I could've had from the jump

and...

-became aware that not only am I fundamentally unprepared for the future, I have become a Grade A nutjob... and it feels effing amazing, so suck on that.