teaser.

YallknowIthinkmymusictasteisalittlemoreexpansivethantheaveragehooker, so I think it's time for more... get excited. So recently, I've been on this whole beach boys/acid/hippie/80's synth/chillout kick, and I've found some kick ass [did I just say kick ass?] bands and soliloquies that fall into such a category. If you have the time, diligence, and lack of a social life such as I, go look them up! N O T I C E, no links. This is just a *ahem* quickie until I get the energy to post links to some even cooler malarkey.

Triptides --think Beach Boys and hallucinogens. Go pop a pill and relax.

Mathemagic --more beachy shit, this time with angelic vocals.

How To Dress Well --Think Ricky Eat Acid but even darker.

Suck My Cockiness...

...lick the ashy web between my forefinger and thumb. No? Too soon? Too sensitive? Figures... I'm sure your hearts are warmed and your twats moistened by my return, but I assure you, I'm not as attractive as the above picture suggests.

It's been awhile, and to recant what I've done in the past 3mos, here goes another pointless list:

-G R A D U A T E D coo coo ka choo ooo.

-let go of the one person that probably could've anchored my life because it would've ended in countless tears and two heartbreaks

-realized that I fucked up the one thing I could've had from the jump

and...

-became aware that not only am I fundamentally unprepared for the future, I have become a Grade A nutjob... and it feels effing amazing, so suck on that.

Evil begets evil.

September 10, 2011

To All:

I want to thank all of you for your efforts and dedication to Human Rights and Human Kindness, in the past year I have experienced such emotion, joy, sadness and never ending faith. It is because of all of you that I am alive today, as I look at my sister Martina I am marveled by the love she has for me and of course I worry about her and her health, but as she tells me she is the eldest and she will not back down from this fight to save my life and prove to the world that I am innocent of this terrible crime.

As I look at my mail from across the globe, from places I have never ever dreamed I would know about and people speaking languages and expressing cultures and religions I could only hope to one day see first hand. I am humbled by the emotion that fills my heart with overwhelming, overflowing Joy. I can’t even explain the insurgence of emotion I feel when I try to express the strength I draw from you all, it compounds my faith and it shows me yet again that this is not a case about the death penalty, this is not a case about Troy Davis, this is a case about Justice and the Human Spirit to see Justice prevail.

I cannot answer all of your letters but I do read them all, I cannot see you all but I can imagine your faces, I cannot hear you speak but your letters take me to the far reaches of the world, I cannot touch you physically but I feel your warmth everyday I exist.

So Thank you and remember I am in a place where execution can only destroy your physical form but because of my faith in God, my family and all of you I have been spiritually free for some time and no matter what happens in the days, weeks to come, this Movement to end the death penalty, to seek true justice, to expose a system that fails to protect the innocent must be accelerated. There are so many more Troy Davis’. This fight to end the death penalty is not won or lost through me but through our strength to move forward and save every innocent person in captivity around the globe. We need to dismantle this Unjust system city by city, state by state and country by country.

I can’t wait to Stand with you, no matter if that is in physical or spiritual form, I will one day be announcing,

“I AM TROY DAVIS, and I AM FREE!”

Never Stop Fighting for Justice and We will Win!

-Troy Davis, murdered by the American justice system September 20, 2011; 11:08pm

...my hands trembled, breath quickened, heart palpitated, and yet I managed to press send.

What a tragic life I lead.

Frustration.

...if only we all could just r e l e a s e.

Such meaning...

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It doesn't matter who I lay with, or who's in my bed... I always wake up alone.

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I always knew you'd come back, too bad I won't be there...

"I always thought you were the gold tooth in a mouth full of decay..."

-Ms. Jay; ANTM

Music Haul!

It's been awhile, but f i n a l l y I've got new music to post and talk ab...

-Jesse Boykins III: Once again, he used to be one of those artists I bypassed on the "similar to ______" links, and by doing this, I do believe I committed a mortal sin. Rich, seductive, acoustic music that makes you wanna... yeh. lol "Ways of a Wayfarer."

-Mara Hruby: A #sartorialsounds artist along with JEsse Boykins III (and a number of other people that I need to research). Barely there vocals and an almost jazzy undertone make for a smooth production... "From Her Eyes"

-Polyester: I first heard of this fellow when I started listening to LAUSD, and uhhhhhh yeh. The Cali, hipster swag strikes again. "Sumthin Ta Creez To"

-Ashton Travis: Heard him for the first time in a friend's car, and I usually hate artists who teeter the rapper/singer line, but I have to say, this young man does a damn good job with it. "Good Vibes."

-Tiron & Ayomari: I was sold after Ayomari's "PB&J Solution" and downloaded everything they had collectively and respectively... "En Kärlekshistoria" whatever the hell that means gives off the sweet, summery, young-love vibe.... Def good shit for a budding relationship.

Go to "Music" to find the links :)

Not the lyrics but...

....fuck our high expectations, our preconceived notions, and our impossible standards. Instead of risking disappointment, let's both be complimentary mythical creatures. We'll find solace in our flaws, and comfort in each other... let's play mermaids and dragons.

“WE STRIVE TO BECOME WHAT WE NATURALLY ALREADY ARE. BECOMING IS JUST THE MOMENT OF REALIZATION”

-Mara Hruby